Single Saturday

It's Saturday and it's just me and little man. Workers are outside at dawn hammering....so no sleeping late. That's OK. I have more "blues" to clean up. You know what I mean?

When stuff gets to you so bad things at home just start piling up. So I'm going to let this Saturday go and clean all day and night. That way I can go to church in the morning and make a new start.

My goal for this week is to not answer anymore calls from jail. If I am going to truly let this go I have to stop listening to his voice. I must never go back to the jail and look at his face. This is the only way I will be able to move on.

Moving on...well means getting back to work. Kinda hard living where I do. Mayberry kind of town. Perfect place if you have money.

Oh one sweet day... I can forever enjoy my family. I won't have a worry in the world.  No pain. No fat. What a wonderful day it will be!

It's Been A While

I haven't blogged in ages. Christian is almost three months. We are going through some family issues, and it looks like I'll be raising the babies alone.

The younger two's father decided drugs and alcohol were more important than our family. Crime seemed to be he's thing. I'm figuring he'll get plenty of time to think about his life. Meanwhile I have to completely start over.

It will be ok. I'm back on church and my kids are my joy. It will get better and in a way it will be  blessing!

Christian is Here!

Gia Turns 6!!!

Gia Graduates Kindergarten!

So proud of my baby girl Gia. She sang so well and tried so hard. 

Her cousin William is to the left of her. 

Annalissa just had to ride the John Deer. lol

Very nice cowboy set-up. 

My big ole pregnant self with my sweet princess.  Her smile just melts my heart. 

Now it's summer time for the kids, and today they will be leaving for a while to see their Dad. I will be working on the apartment and getting it ready for little Christian to make his arrival. His father is now gone (Anna's Dad as well) and I'll be doing all this alone, but it's not my first time. If nothing else I will enjoy the peace and having the place back to myself. Just wish I had a lot more energy to get more stuff done. Well you know my body back...that would really be nice. 

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