It's Saturday and it's just me and little man. Workers are outside at dawn hammering....so no sleeping late. That's OK. I have more "blues" to clean up. You know what I mean?
When stuff gets to you so bad things at home just start piling up. So I'm going to let this Saturday go and clean all day and night. That way I can go to church in the morning and make a new start.
My goal for this week is to not answer anymore calls from jail. If I am going to truly let this go I have to stop listening to his voice. I must never go back to the jail and look at his face. This is the only way I will be able to move on.
Moving on...well means getting back to work. Kinda hard living where I do. Mayberry kind of town. Perfect place if you have money.
Oh one sweet day... I can forever enjoy my family. I won't have a worry in the world. No pain. No fat. What a wonderful day it will be!
