Time to Rewind

Often we get so caught up in daily life that we forget to just breathe. I find myself often just hollering cause I get so fed up with saying the same things over and over. This only me upset and makes me lose focus. It certainly does not motivate my kids one bit. Doesn't motivate the "old man" either. If that's even right. They just look at me like I'm some crazy pregnant lady, and maybe they are right.

If only they could understand how tired you get while being pregnant. I'm fine one minute and want to be in a coma the next. It's so random. We never seem to get things organized, clean enough, or on a schedule. I guess I'm nesting or something cause when I walk in and stuff is in the floor I can feel my blood pressure start to blow up. Even if the kids pitch in my little red headed tornado just goes right behind them and destroy our hard work. Got to get this problem fixed.

This week has been a little crazy. Gia decided (I think it was Monday) that she was not going to school. Bus came and gone, and I was about to have to walk her to school. It's only like a mile, but I'm 8 months preggie and way overweight. Thank you God my sister's preacher stopped to pick her up, or I would of never made it back to the house. So that was the straw that broke my back. I called her father and had him pick her up from my house that afternoon for some tough love. I do not like to spank my kids and some would say that's the problem. With Gia is doesn't work, but her father works. She acted some what better when she came home, but that issue has to stop. That and the endless whining. Lordy me does that work my last nerve!

Dylan had been having trouble with the neighborhood bullies. It's hard when you try to provide them with a home and they can't enjoy being outside like normal kids. I am hoping to go back to work after Christian is born and get to a better place. It breaks my heart for him to come in the house crying cause some punk is messes with him! Speaking of Dylan he got to go to the Jackson, MS zoo with his class.

As for Anna, lordy she is something else. She's getting older and trying to claim her territory. I wonder sometimes if she understand what's about to happen. It will all be fine. It usually is. :-) At least I hope.

So this week I guess I'm gonna nest, trying not to take hostages, and stay calm. Yeah good luck with that! lol